I pay attention to motivation and the reason why people do things. Money has always been a big motivating factor behind my actions, even though I don’t like to admit it. I wrote this motivational poem that explores the reasons why I do things.
Poem About Money
I love you, money
I didn’t have you for so long
You ruined my life
And everything I wanted to do
So I focused all my time
On learning how to get you, money
I learned about sales
And I got really good
But my skilled profession I chose
So I could finally get money
So I could feel good about myself
So I wouldn’t feel so worthless
The thrills and highs of my life
Are when a sale I close
When money finally comes in
And I feel like a capable man
I don’t know who I would be
If I lost my obsession with money
Would I act out of care for others?
Because right now I can’t find my need to care
I remember what love and service feel like
I would like to return to that place
When my actions were pure
Emanating from my desire to serve
Perhaps because I don’t feel secure
I don’t have the certainty I desire
That I can always get money
So I keep focus on redoubling my efforts
I don’t know how to feel secure
How to feel like money will always be there
How to let go of my singular motivation
To always be focused on how to get money
I don’t yet feel perfectly strong in myself
Or in my abilities to provide value in the world
So I don’t know money will always be there
Because it hasn’t always been there for me
Poetry, photography, camping and nature
Wildlife, expression and serving another
Used to be what I naturally loved
And what my heart desired to do
I love teaching and learning
Coaching and lifting another
Imparting of the wisdom I have
So another might benefit
I receive no lasting gratification
No permanent source of fulfillment
From any sale or dollar I receive
From any amount of money I have
Lord, please help me let go
Please help my motivation to change
Please help me release my fears
And my beliefs about scarcity and survival
Please help me to trust in myself
And not be motivated by fear
Please help me to see my infinite worth
The strength and power I have within
To know my survival is guaranteed
And my place as a man in the world
My worthiness, my value to feel within
And not from a sale I make
Back to love and service I long for
I believe I’ll get there one day
To showing others to follow my lead
To let go of of their worries about money
I won’t starve, I won’t lack
My worthiness cannot skyrocket
Or cannot be changed one iota
From any amount of money I earn
Worthiness and money are not connected
Worthiness and value can never change
Worthiness and value are infinite
Not based on accomplishment, money or prestige
Money has not let go of its grip on me
I have not let go of my grip either
But one day my motivation will change
Regardless of how much money I have or have not
When I can connect with another being
Without the subtle voices and urges
Pushing me to act how I don’t want
Enticing me to seek for what I can’t get
When I can serve from love and service
Without the deceptive desires
Which pull me down a path
That leads to despair and emptiness
I will find my motivation again
I will find what truly fulfills me
I will not have money be my guide
Or the director of my life
I will live my life in freedom
I will act from what makes me happy
Because I am already fulfilled inside
I already have what I’ve been trying to get
I already have the worth I’ve been seeking
My needs are already taken care of
I will not have money as my guide
And let my heart guide instead